7/November 2

Urgh! I'm in a mood, to say the least. Pensive if nothing else. What does a real relationship look like and sound like? Do I verbalize all elements of my life to my fish or do I just offer what I feel is important and relavent? I feel everything is revelant in a real relationship. Not in a "need to know" kind of way but a "want to share" kind of way. Big things, major things, things you save. But, what it comes down to at that point is sharing information with another person builds trust. And when someone doesn't share something with me, I feel like they don't trust me. Which begins a cycle that started with the mistake of withholding information... or, shall I say, omitted information?

Bought the plane ticket. Roughest plane ticket decision I ever made. Not anything like travelling as an independent woman. Nope... here I am... woman dependent upon whether finances will follow through for not only myself but laws too and then there's the dog decision to make as well. BS.

I am bitter tonight. Not even a sarcastic bitter... just bitter. Ommitance. Pisses me off. FTB.