31/March 20... rough day

this is one of them... the lonely, aching days that make you feel like a big bruise... tender to everything. damon might extend and i don't want him to. i want him to come home, away from that hell hole and into my arms. i don't want him to be away from me and if he has to be, i want him to be safe... not with fear of him "coming back a different person." i don't want a different damon... i want my damon. i want us to change together... not apart.

the question is, is that what God wants?